Empathy is a repetitive stress injury…

The slight lean forward, the reflective head tilt, the suspenseful clench, the tender smile, the furrow,

and of course:

the hours and hours and hours of sitting…

…and the issues are in our tissues.

As our minds are taking the emotional ride of our days, bearing witness to scenes of terror, loss, and despair, our brains deploy the chemistry of our tissues to make empathy—and empathizing—possible. By the end of each session, we will have accompanied our client on an epic neurochemical/musculoskeletal trip.

Of course, at the top of the hour, the next rollercoaster departs. The demand of our profession on our bodies in even a single session is profound. But day in, day out—hour in, hour out—the repetitive injury inherent to empathy is staggering.

Frankly, that’s how many of us feel as we leave our offices or power down the computer—emotionally, mentally, and physically staggering.

Am I right?

But empathy—the neurobiological capacity for it and the interpersonal willingness to engage it—is one of the most profound gifts of being alive. We have the honor of using our unique human chemistries to change lives. I don’t know about you but:

I. was. made. for. this. work.

I get physical reminders, sometimes constantly, that my body wasn’t necessarily built for it, but building healing relationships is the purpose toward which I was made. So I have needed to find a way for my body to do it—yes, hour in, hour out—for a long, long time.

That is a lot of head tilts.


In fact, let’s do the math. On average in my career, I’ve seen clients for 1000 hours annually. If I tilt my head in a particular direction for even a quarter of each session, that’s 250 hours per year of relying on my neck—and all those tiny, tender muscles—to hold up my head.

Yikes!

If I’m sitting while I tilt my head, then at the same time that my sternocleidomastoid, scalenes, levator scapulae, and trapezius are all working to keep my head poised in empathic reflection, my glutes, quads, hip flexors, abs, and back muscles are all compressed or extended—and weakening.

Of course we have tension headaches, frozen shoulders, sciatica.

Even if we work hard to avoid taking our work home with us, it is impossible not to. Wherever we go, there our bodies are. We all know there are a bunch of great ways to take care of ourselves: yoga, massage, barre, forest-bathing, kayaking. Maybe you’ve found your thing? Over the course of the decade, I had definitely found mine: monthly massage, twice weekly chiropractic care, and seasonal running. Something shifted, though, when I took a 40-hour teacher training in Yamuna Body Rolling (YBR). More as a retreat for myself than anything else, these hours spent rolling affected significant change in my body and in the relationship between my body and my job. This was unexpected.

What is Yamuna Body Rolling?

Yamuna Body Rolling (YBR) is a method of low-impact, contemplative mat work. By using gravity, breath, and inflatable balls designed specifically for this practice, YBR allows us to give our own body a deep massage according to our own needs and the internal logic of our anatomy.

It is as sensational as it sounds.

FAQs

  • Everyone. Yamuna Body Rolling practices are intentional and directive without being prescriptive, so all bodies can find some YBR interventions to suit their particular needs, abilities, and histories. Certified YBR teachers are versed in a variety of approaches for any given concern and can make real-time accommodations. There are even routines for individuals who are bed- or chair-bound. Balls are rated to support up to 300lbs.

  • Yamuna Body Rolling stimulates bone and loosens/lengthens muscle fibers—this allows our tissues to cooperate more fluidly and create more flexibility. By reducing constriction in over- or under-used muscles, we are able to create more alignment in our overall musculoskeletal system, correcting postural imbalances and decreasing pain. Over time, we also retrain our brain to maintain correct balance reducing the impact of repetitive stress.

    The benefits of Yamuna Body Rolling overlap almost completely with those of deep tissue massage but include the additional advantages of being a self-directed interoception of healing. We have our own control. In addition to the emotional power of this aspect of rolling, the self-directed nature of YBR means we can do it anytime, anywhere. At its most basic, YBR makes deep tissue massage more accessible: more affordable, more convenient, more available.

    Beyond just massage, Yamuna Body Rolling also overlaps with yoga, meditation, physical therapy, breath-work, and isometric exercise. It is not hard to see why the method is so powerful!

  • Much like deep tissue massage, sometimes the gravity of our body on the balls creates that breathtaking, hurt-so-good, release: “I can’t continue but I can’t stop!” In other moments, our contact with the ball may produce almost no sensation at all: “What is even the point of this?”

    I like to think of the goal of YBR as stimulation, not necessarily sensation. This helps me stick it out for the few routines that don’t feel as immediately rewarding as all the others. But I promise, 90% of them are satisfyingly intense—a few even blindingly so. (Looking at you, hip flexors!) And all of them are impactful.

  • Yamuna Body Rolling is appropriate for anyone for whom massage is appropriate—often assisting with early repair, long-term functional maintenance, and pain relief. If your physicians are unfamiliar with Yamuna in particular, find out if deep tissue massage is appropriate. If so, you can feel comfortable rolling. In the absence of more specific medical recommendations, YBR instructors will encourage you to roll right up to/near a point of injury and implore you to avoid rolling over/across it. This is understood to be helpful in increasing circulation and mobility in tissues adjacent to an injury without interfering with any local healing that may be occurring. You have complete control over how you decide to interact with any physical sensitivities in your body.

    We also all know that physical injury is not the only sort that our tissues store. One of the primary reasons I have been so inspired by Yamuna Body Rolling is because of the power of ballwork to give us healing access, confrontation, resolution in emotional touchpoints, literally, in our bodies. One of my missions in becoming a YBR instructor is to increase the visibility of the practice as a mental health intervention. In all the ways that bodywork is a powerful modality of self-awareness, self-tolerance, and self-growth, Yamuna Body Rolling is compelling.

    Among YBR instructors, there is a general appreciation for the capacity of the body to store emotion (again, looking at you hip flexors!). Of course, in addition to being a certified YBR instructor, I am a licensed clinical psychologist and trauma specialist; my approach to body rolling is distinctively grounded in a trauma-informed, somatic-oriented, mental-health perspective.

  • Yamuna Body Rolling is typically taught in yoga studios. In fact, YBR originated as a body sustainability method for yoga instructors themselves. The expansive studios and specific equipment that tend to be available in yoga schools are utilized during classes. Depending on the environment and the instructor though, Yamuna Body Rolling workshops may vary in the extent to which they adopt the tone and culture of wellness spaces.

    My own identity intersections have acquainted me with experiences of both insiderness and outsiderness in wellness culture. I am professionally invigorated by the potential of Yamuna Body Rolling in large part because of its capacity to reach entire communities of bodies who may never walk into a fitness studio.

    As such, I suspect that my workshops convey that same set of cultural tensions that exist within me. I am likely to present as grounded in my body, grateful for a beautiful space and opportunity, committed to human (and canine!) relationships, confident yet collaborative in my expertise, and disinterested in adopting the monolithic cultural persona of wellness instructor.

    This is all to say, I attempt to show up as myself with all embodied complexities, and I will be stoked when you show up as yourself. If showing up as you feels untenable, I fiercely want to know that and take thoughtful action toward you feeling comfortable being centered inside and aligned outside among the environment of our class.

“Hope lives in the movement vocabulary of the body.”

-Pat Ogden

Around Thanksgiving, I was reflecting on the year: I had not, it turns out, at any point in 2022 been to a chiropractor appointment or received a professional massage.

This is a wild recognition.

Eleven months earlier, I had pursued my certification to teach Yamuna Body Rolling. I am a bit of an odd duck among trainees; I’ve never been a fitness instructor of any kind. At the time, I was committing to the training more as a retreat for myself and because I’ve been curious about YBR as a mental health intervention. But the training itself and (if I’m being honest) not a lot of additional body rolling beyond that, seemed to deeply change what it has felt like to be in my body. Everything has felt so internally spacious, so aligned, so alive. Crucially, over the course of 2022, this spaciousness seemed to withstand all the hours I spent *sitting* with patients. At the time of the training, I assumed YBR would offer a way to interrupt a headache in progress, but those hours spent rolling clearly shifted something more causal than that.

I have just been feeling good.

The teacher training I took was 50 hours spread over 8 days—the rough equivalent of four 12-hour days. That is more than most of us can commit to and probably more than I’ll ever do again. But I’ve been thinking that even just a single somewhat shorter day spaced four times throughout the year might be a meaningful body sustainability intervention for all of us doing mental health work.

Not to mention, it would just be nice.

So after speaking to a bunch of you about the aches, pains, and rewards of your work as well as preferences for structure and fees of personal/professional development, I have developed a Yamuna Body Rolling training/retreat for mental health providers. To be offered seasonally, this day-long workshop will stimulate bone and elongate muscle fibers from origin to insertion, thereby releasing tension where it begins and creating an overall sense of internal spaciousness and realignment.

InHabits

BODY SUSTAINABILITY FOR MENTAL HEALTH PRACTITIONERS

training | retreat

May 21st, 2023

8:30am-4:30 pm


CIRCLE WISE STUDIO

36 main street, kennebunk, maine

$375

+/-

please do not let cost be a barrier to involvement — see below or reach out for payment arrangements

Please join this intimate, intensive day of somatic interventions consisting of Yamuna Body Rolling, targeted breathwork, experiential anatomy, and self-reflection. This workshop has been developed specifically to release tension from—and to train participants to intervene continually on—the repetitive stress of clinical work.

Open to all mental health providers.

Facilitated by licensed clinical psychologist and certified Yamuna Body Rolling instructor Dr. Megan Marsh.

Agenda

Affordability

Inhabits workshop is organized around a +/- pricing model in which a suggested contribution is accompanied by an invitation to give or receive a little extra. My primary mission of teaching these workshops is to support the longevity of mental health providers but my primary mission of being certified to teach body rolling at all is to increase access to powerful somatic healing practices. That includes removing financial barriers. I also wish to cultivate a community of shared responsibility, inviting participants who have financial flexibility to contribute toward collective access. Everyone is welcome. Scholarships are available.

$375

SUGGESTED CONTRIBUTION

This number was derived by considering the training and preparation inherent to the development of this program, is designed to support the expenses associated hosting the training including studio rentals and supplies, and attempts to keep costs as close to that of two clinical hours as possible.

$275

A Little Extra

If the idea of contributing $275 to have the opportunity to attend this workshop prevents financial hardship or brings palpable relief, please consider clicking below.

This is a community with a little extra.

$475

A Little Extra

If the idea of contributing $475 to attend this workshop has little impact on your financial situation or brings you energy and joy, please consider clicking below. I will match every two registrations at this pricing tier to create a full scholarship. This is a community with a little extra.

Scholarships

Full scholarships and flexible financial arrangements are available. If you want to join us and cost will be a barrier, please give no further thought to this question and click below.

What is included with registration?

  • One of the powers of both the Yamuna Body Rolling method and my approach to teaching it is the experiential nature of reviewing our own anatomy interoceptively. We then integrate and consolidate this non-verbal somatic learning with dedicated narration and conversation.

  • It goes without saying that, in the last few years, we have all been through some things—emotionally and physically—but also interpersonally. I could attempt to teach this workshop online and maybe someday I will but our bodies need (knead?) the warmth of each others’ proximity.

  • In addition to the muskuoskeletal and interpersonal nourishment inherent to such a day, nutritional nourishment will be provided. I am planning a nutrient-rich, simple yet flavorful midday meal. I am happy to accommodate any dietary needs. Everyone is welcome. No one is required.

  • Registration for this workshop includes the entry level Yamuna-brand gold ball and a hand pump. Additional balls may be purchased at the workshop. If you already own a Yamuna gold ball, be in touch with your choice of alternate gift.

  • I will be tailoring the rolling plan to the physical needs of the specific participants who register. One week before the training, I will be recording all the prepared routines and posting for home access. The videos will be available in a participant portal beginning after the training and until the next quarterly workshop. Dates below.

    These recordings will be created at Circle Wise Studios the Sunday before the workshop. I am going to treat this recording day like an open dress rehearsal. Anyone who has registered for the training is welcome to come the week prior to experience just the routines. This may be a good option for folx who value the opportunity to get oriented in advance to people/places/things or for anyone looking to get as much dedicated time on the ball with a live instructor as possible. If you are interested in this option, let me know. This option is included with training registration; there is no extra charge.

Before the Workshop

See below for ways to come prepared for our time together but do reach out if you have questions for any reason!

  • The best way to prepare for a day of body rolling is to begin engaging in much interoceptive noticing—not merely the spots screaming for attention but also the spots that aren’t. Observe where in your body there is NOT tension, pain, sensation. Wehre does pain for tension begin? End?

    It would also be good to come well hydrated and to avoid large meals the night before and morning of the workshop.

  • Snacks! Also a water bottle and a notebook, pens, or other expressive materials. You may also want comfy socks or slippers for breaks.

    Yoga mats will be provided but if you have a favorite one, bring it!

  • Because we will be rolling our body weight along balls, any loose fitting clothes, excess fabric, or snaps/buttons/zippers will snag on the balls. This reduces the quality and length of the contact between your body and the balls and can cause undue strain as your body reacts to correct the placement of the ball and catch up with the lesson.

    The best clothes are tight fitting, non-stretchy cotton fabrics. This can be a bit annoying to find, since most fitness apparel is made with tech fabrics. These will do in a pinch but can sometimes be slippery and reduce your ability to reach your tissues deeply.

    Bare skin is to be avoided. Rolling Yamuna balls on bare skin is surprisingly painful.

    Bring tight-fitting layers. We will get warm and cool throughout the day and if not rolling our arms, it can feel good to reduce down to sleeveless at points.

After the Workshop

We will spend some time toward the end of the day talking about how your body is responding to the work. See below for some considerations.

  • A day of rolling often leaves folx commenting that they feel brighter, lighter, airy, spongey, tingly, energized, spacious. These are the kinds of words we’ll be aiming for together.

    And. Rolling can be emotional. To the extent that our emotional landscape is dictated by embodied tension, experiencing our body anew can be very powerful, moving, even overwhelming. Time is given over throughout the day together toward some intellectual integration and emotional consolidation to create conditions for this intersectional healing to continue beyond the retreat but obviously, sometimes we surprise ourselves. I’d wish for us all to have environments of tenderness immediately following this kind of interoceptive exposure.

  • Hydrate! And listen to your body. It is not uncommon to suddenly feel clear about what your body craves and freshly mobilization to accommodate these needs. Be curious and consider the value of listening to these somatic communications.

  • One of the offers of Yamuna Body Rolling itself and emphasized in my approach to teaching it, is the enrichment of our ability to communicate, bidirectionally, with our viscera. Muscles, joints, organs communicate in the languages of stimulation and sensation. Rolling increases our access to different kinds of stimulation and previously dormant origins of sensation. In addition to intervening on current discomfort, this training will put you in touch with the “fine grain” of your body. Like any relationship, maintaining contact in service of strengthening communication is necessary. Keep these preliminary touchpoints alive by giving them active attention in the days, weeks following the training.

    Also, keep rolling! Seek out classes near you or roll at home. You will have access to videos of our routines for several months following our retreat! I am also always available for consultation—if it is during this era immediately following the training, there is no charge for working with me to troubleshoot!

See you at Circle Wise Studio!

36 main street, kennebunk, maine 04043

 

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